Mr. Custer, your comment touched me. It sounds like you live in a very conservative region ( like me). If so, I found a couple sources that you might find as meaningful as I do.

The first is Beau of the Fifth column (The discussions of a southern journalist who is tired of a lack of common sense). Beau provides political analyses on a daily basis. Not only is he is very, very good at it, he speaks my language, his pieces are short and I recommend him to you. https://www.youtube.com/c/BeauoftheFifthColumn

Since you are talking about racism here, I suggest you start with 3 of Beau’s older ones…

Let's talk about what it's like to be a black person in the US

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WD8mWq0Hdcw

Let's talk about being armed and black

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zL_IX8yX_JU

Let's talk about 3 letters that can make rural whites understand the fear minorities have of cops.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J5DBrOBIgNM

As they say, laughter is the best medicine, and my second suggestion is Trae Crowder, the Liberal Redneck, a stand-up comedian from Tennessee. Last Friday night, my daughter and I saw Trae Crowder at the Opera house, here in Lexington, Kentucky (about 50 miles from our homes). The theater was full. I love stand up comedy, but last Friday night was the first time, I’ve heard an audience laugh, clap and cheer, non-stop for an hour and a half straight.

Here's the link to Crowder’s page. To get a quick sense of this comedian, I suggest you scroll down to his Porch Rants.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTHsQd-vRXK1bp4vpifl6yA

I am glad to know you are out somewhere, out there Mr. Custer.