I had just finished reading another Medium article, when I read this one. Mr. Foster, you experienced what it was like for colonialized people targeted by European missionaries. This article might be helpful, so here is the link....
Discourse on Colonialism’ by Aimé Césaire
https://medium.com/religion-bites/discourse-on-colonialism-by-aim%C3%A9-c%C3%A9saire-793b291a0987